Stuck in my head all day...

I don't understand, I don't feel that I deserve this. What did I do wrong? I just don't understand.

Eternal Life I Would Trade For One Moment Beside You

Endless struggle to find the reasoning. Is it too much to give, for just one moment?

These Thoughts Act As Poison to the Soul

These thoughts are like poison.
Why do I put myself through this?
All I have to do is, not think so much about things.
That is so much easier said than done.
Every movement, every word someone says, I ask myself "Why did they do that? Why did they say that? Why are they acting like that?"
It all needs to stop!
It's too much!

I Vlog now

I vlog now. It is in no way consistent, but it is a lot more fun than typing.
LINK TIME!
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